determine!

one application being rejected!
I've been aware about that.
but still i want to put some hope.
its oke maybe.
emm..
everything happen f0r a reas0n.
maybe im not lucky this time.
quite sad actually..
i didn't tell anybody.
because i don't want people to fell sympathy toward me.
or for some people they might think that im just a dump useless.
cant get anything at all.
i know that exactly what on their mind after i told them.
maybe I've enough about sharing something sad.
emm..
ALLAH still with me..
im not going to give up with Him..
even everybody turn me down.
even i ave nobody.
even i ave to stand on my own.
i will try..
the tears made me brave!