since i have add one more number in my age i can consider a few part of me is real since i have live my life for 23 years old plus.. oke i may look naive for certain people when i do accept all the mistake and let people put me down like i dont earn to have any respect. but the truth is i try to be more matured and try not to regret the bad thing that happen in my life. deep in my heart always keen to find what does it feel to have only one moment in my life that i've been really appreciated. i always image how happy i would be if the moment really come in my life. but i do believe Allah put me in this situation for a good reason. whenever i feel down, whenever i feel like crying, i put Allah in my mind, and i said to myself " Allah xkan uji tnpa sbb, dan Allah da janji di sebalik kesulitan pasti ada kemudahan" and even i did cry after that, i cry because i love Allah so much.
i've always been a person yg meletakkan other people priority before my own needed. even i've to miss my fav movie, even i cant even eat my fav food, even i've to sleep on the floor, even i've to fail on my exam, even i've to cry and much more. i still can cope with all those thing as long it doesnt related with my family, or people i love. i rather take all the pain and let them have all the joy. its oke for me. since i think my happiness is when i can see all the smile.
*bole hina sy, bole buli sy, bole bodohkan sy, bole lukakan hati sy, bole kecewakan sy, bole tipu sy, tp tolong jgn lukakan hati keluarga sy, org yg sy syg..
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