keja yg blambak2!

suprise! huhu! i havent write anything f0r ages, like adik said. :D. g0sh! quite a very l0ng time. just recover fr0m the pain i guess.. break up after 3 and a half year make me really weak inside. i cant even d0 anything right. cry f0r alm0st a week in every m0ment im alone or everytime i started to talk about him.. it hurt. really.. emm.. he just walk away like that, like there was nothing between us before this.. i ave been waiting for him, but what did i get back, he dump me for a shit reason.. he already bored with our relationship and did'nt want any comittment. fuck! do he really have to said that? afters 3 years i ave been waiting f0r him? im s0 damn fucking sad! i never felt so down like that.. but i still accept his desicion and try to walk again. but its really take time. i even cry in class, losing my attention, sit alone, refuse to do anything. all i want at that time is him to call me and said he want me back. but i was just hoping for something i already aware i wont get. he still happy with his decision, s0 i make up my mind. why i ave to cry for him? for losing the jerk? even yes, i do really love him but it not worth it. after a lecture from my friend, i started to realize that i have to move on.. so to make its short, im oke now.. more than oke! :D.
i dont need him anymore, even he did call me back. watever! u miss me after u dump me? u r idiot! u can g0 and keep on hunting ur dream. beside u did hurt me a lot, s0 i dont want to add some more scars in my heart anymore dear. FYI it have been 4 months we break up. but im happy now! indeed i am! :D. so that is one of the reason why i have been stop writing, other than that is BUSY!

oke less talking about him lets talk about the purpose im writing back. its because of Mr.fatul akrul. hee! he ask me to put those pict regarding to my project in my blog because i couldnt send it perfectly to him using YM.

so.. th0se are the few pict i already edit but im not satisfied yet, u noe why? because im so sure it will be rejected with my lect. th0se pict are to bored.. emm. adik give me a new idea. its seem like i ave to go for a photo shoot again and its exam week now. sigh! :(.. oh ya.. its 3.27 am now. duh! tired..