pusing pusing

totally exhausted this past few days. oke it my bufday today but i cant even feel the satisfaction whenever people start sing a buday song to me every time they bumped with me. i was just like, hehe, hee, heee thx u. that all. mcm xde perasaan aku ni. haha! honestly i was so tired i cant even think of anything. today i was redoing back the paperwork for our club project. emm.. mcm org gile. i never do a paperwork to go for a camping, oke the truth is i never handle a camping before so mmg pening sgt nk pk ape budak2 ni nk mkn sume, since sir beria sgt nk wat stail 'survive'. mem bg bus pown xnk. haih! penat duk ampu mem smlm. so dua tiga kali gak la turun naik lif tu. mmg penat sgt. da la kena mrh. xsuka betul. tp still paperwork tu xberusik. just wat drafting je. xnk la cucuk pendrive sir tu kt lappy. penuh ngan virus. lappy ni pown da tgh nazak. kan xpsl2 lg teruk.the worst part hari ni kena compound. gile punya HEP. wat rules yg xleh trime akal. what wrong dgn kasut yg wrna cerah? bodo kn. student come to kolej to study to get smart, not to learn how to wear a proper outfit. btw its just the color oke stupid! ee! even lecturer dont agree with u encik M.N. hari ni da bape puluh org ckp die bodo pown xtaw la. ingat kami budak sekolah menengah ke? better tukar name sekolah poly tech mara je. senang. still about college, regarding to my final project. i dont what wrong with my supervisor. fussy and not very easy to deal with. emm.. yaALLAH, it was final project not a minor one, so please dont make it so hard for us to get ur help. u were suppose to help us to choose which one is better for us not to tell us that u dont have time and we were just bugging u. klu x sbb project kami pown xnk ggu puan. sigh! bertambah pening kepala. nk blk pown fikir 2 3 kali. web programming pown byk keja, puan has syg, mcm mane sy nk design website dlm masa beberapa hari ni puan. emm. stressnya sy. mcm mane sy nk blk kl dgn hati yg tenang ni. duit pown xmasuk ag. emm.. sshnya hati. :((. ECS ni mcm mane nk buat proposal ni? xphmla.. sumpah xphm. minggu depan nk present. sume la nk cepat2. wat sendiri. ;(. mls da ckp psl college.

happy bufday sara. i'm turning 22 this year. yeah! da besar. hee! berlagak kn. smlm was really happening. never thought they are going to sing in front of my house ramai2 mcm tu, even its was a trick but still make me happy. hee! then of course kena berkilo-kilo tepung bersama beberapa biji telur, xpela. adat bak kata oma kn. hehe! . penat sumpah lari mlm2. bole kurus aku. tp cian buah hati sy xdpt on call lame2 dgn die smlm. sorry sweetheart, but u are always the 1st one in my heart. thx for trying so hard to make me smile on my bufday. i love u dear. i love all my friend to0. korang mmg terbaik la. even busuk gile baju aku. haha! kul 2 pg mandi. hampeh betul, esk kelas 830 mmg tebaik la kn. nasib baik xde kuiz :). xde cheese cake, sedih je. ibu pown ckp xdpt buat sbb abg xde. emm.. sedih sgt. tp xpela.. nnt beli je sendiri. :). esk nk blk kl. a feeling a cant describe with any word. happy sgt tp bila pk asmgt yg blambak2 ni wat sakit hati je. hee! hopefully dpt jumpa si dia. :). sy rindu awk la. hari ni mcm pelik je. sume nk nyanyi lagu bufday, even jr yg xkenal pown wish. hehe! :) sy suka bufday sy tahun ni even xde cheese cake ataw hadiah pown. oma nurul, faiz, dayah, ajue, pija, abear, timah, arip, apex, bob, wan, rizal time ksh sgt. syg korang sume sgt2! :D

mlm ni timah msk utk sy. die ckp sbb bufday sy. hee! best betul. even last2 sy jugak yg kena settelkan. :). okela. xde ape nk update da. i wanna let my lappy rest. :)