degree oh degree.

hye reader. oke, i always have a problem to start new story. i dont know how to begin. i dont know which part should i tell first or do i really have story to share. hee! part of my mind cannot stop thinking about my final project. its killing me. seriously. what make it more difficult is i cannot do it myself. such a loser right. practical nnt padan muka. speaking about project really wanna make me cry. bole x doa untuk sy. semoga sy dpt siapkn sume keja sekolah tu. hee! :))

i read a few blog past few day. not really past few day, just now and the other blog is before raya. those blog really touch my heart. i mean the way the writer express their felling give a deep impact to me. i would like to share something from those blog. its about karma. oke, this boy really love his gf but their relationship didn't last forever. what make it more sad is they break up for a simple matter. and until now that boy still put the blame on himself. u guys know why? because that boy used to hurt someone before this. so he think that is the punishment he has to accept. i know karma is exist sebab ALLAH tu adil kn. what u did u will get back. that boy has regret the thing he has done before but maybe its wasn't enough to cover all the wound u have made. maybe someday u will find someone, and i hope u will love her as much as she love u. because u only has one chance. don let it go for the second time. tp lumrah dunia kn, people only learn how to appreciate when they lose the person, but when the time come u will not get ur second chance anymore. learn to accept, to appreciate, to love, to listen or whatever it is to ur partner.  xsemestinya yg baru lebih baik dr yg lame. xsemestinya yg lame buruk dr yg baru. kadang kadang yg baru lg byk kerosakan dr yg lame kn. luaran je cantik. ALLAH maha adil. kalau kita buat baik ALLAH akan balas yg baik, kalau kita luka kan hati org lain, mungkin ALLAH bls lg teruk. tu sume keja DIA. kita yg lemah ni belajarla menghargai. dan sy ingat satu perkara de blog tu. balasan yg ALLAH beri xsemestinya pada kita je. mungkin org yg kita syg, yg kita rapat. sanggup ke kita tgk dieorg menagis? emm.. xkn. i know a few people who take this thing easy, kalau x xkan dieorg senang senang buat perkara yg buat org lain sedih tp tetap bangga bercerita tentang perkara tu. lagaknya mcm akula sang juara, aku la si cantik yg mampu tundukkan semua org. katanya ala, aku da penah kena xkn kena lg. is that the reason u can hurt someone else, u are so wrong. we learn from mistake to make ourself a better person not to do the same thing. emm.. moga berubahla.

ingat ke raya sy je yg suram, ade jugak org lain. emmm. betulla org ckp xsame raya bila kita kehilangan. lain sgt kn. sy sebenarnya nk tulis lg. tp kepala sy da xbole pk. sy da mengantok, beside i was on diet. i need to sleep well. hee! esk sy update about what happen today. promise. nite reader. :)